Make like a tree and cut 5000midgets

 Look man you seem really nice I will consider being your friend but I don’t have the kind of life style that would let me have anything like a boyfriend.  I just don’t want one I don’t want to get married ever and I like me for who I am i won’t change for no man .  I smoke weed ,i party and I’m on probation I no longer trap So I’m thinking I could be a professional escort or porn star . Because that is career that I could do that don’t involve trapping and going to jail . Maybe when become a porn star my expired DJ career will take off because I am a cosmetologist have been for 16 years and can’t be successful in cosmetology every time I renew it some one steels my license just hella haters in this world that dont want me to suceed in the beauty industry . I got a fucked rep as jailbird and missing my shift and I’m not good and cutting hair anyway so fuck anyone thinks I’m not good enough to cut there hair . I’m a single mom and my son is 13 and I’m worried about how to make my car payment and insurance bill next month . Im glad he in not going to real schoolhouse  for Highschool I don’t have get him back to school clothes this year and the kids are bad I get to keep him away from the bad influences and I been out of work too long and running out of money .  No unemployment the EDD shit broken I got nothing from this covid . I do t even get to vote is what I was told a gaurd.  I’m pretty much busy with second chance that’s program for addicts that I am forced to go to through court . I went jail 3 times last year I may have to go back to live in program  I cant handle my stress like people that have addiction are stressed like me out already . and threatening to send them to jail  then rehab and neglecting responsibilities like taking care of my kid. His dad has never been in our lives i a real single mom like with no dady at all and when I get put in jail and rehab my son thinks I’m never coming back and he is too mature mentally for his age . He is a  really good kid deserves a good up bringing . Like I’m a privet person I dont have any friends I’m a Muslim woman and my son had my last name. I have two weeks to clean up my act Or I’m going back to rehab . If I had man I care about and end up in the nut house

Cut in front of me like 5 times 🤬🤯

 I thought was tripping .. but no I’m not blind or stupid 

That line of 4 or 5 people came together the same time I walked up to self check out at Walmart . I know I was suppose to be first in line but I took the highroad and let 4 or 5 people in front of me to just take my turn over and over again while could only stand by and learn from my mistake and if I don’t stand up for I believe in and continue to think I’m crazy alwAys wrong when I let strangers get over 

I let them boss me around and I act like  a fob

 I will never get anywhere in life . I need to stop letting stupid hoes run game in line at the store . That line formed As soon as I stepped into and there was two registers open when I walked up to self checkout out and the little freak squad poped up right behind me. Like I know what I bring to the table . Lines have formed behind me and  stores fill up when u oh walk in I attract that type of behavior shopping kind the people follow me then those same people act like they were ahead of me in line . You see i keep letting customers pass by me because I suppose to be in the back of the line. I got Squoo Rude ! Well when will people learn . The thunder and storm came that same night .  Now if didn’t hold gravity I would float away . 

So does everybody  hold gravity and currents of the heat waves seek thro the body bringing how I feel to Mother Earth where all the elements Earth Wind  Fire and rain 🌧 caused a crazy storm from  Feeling My feelings and regurgitating how felt that day with the heat waves to caused thunder and lighting 

 Well I’m smart and the fire I did not start .i always feel like everything ya my fault if u could get support and deployed like a  nut  case  being  called insain. I don’t need a player Hater degree PHD to figure my own self and my clement  IS CONTROL-ABLE 

 CHILL AND DONT LET ANYONE TALK ME DOWN..or piss  me off  I’m not god I’m a goddess I know who i Am  and the lines? I do stand in .  I don’t cut in line. I just the right time to go stand In line . I know My timing im always right on time 

 my time spent as well as you too 

. Stupid people get over I let them think more stupid than them . 

   I don’t have to protect my money and belonging if you need it that much more than me And have the need strip me if my belongings with perspiration 

 But remember balance is not greed you thoughts over come your mind with too many flauts like the lines in your brain .everything that you learn caused a wrinkle in your brain 🧠 and over capacity is stressfull tmi ,smart and intelligent is being greedy too that will put you in the black hole and it’s hard to get out of that mindset .  Stupid people get over on me and I expect for people to treat me as a equal and respect my property. I expect people to have too much pride to than to disrespect mine . So the freaks  at Walmart line selfcheck out caused a natural disaster by just thinking it’s ok to get over on me . 5 people passed me by . Luckily I rise tall And never sloth to flop I’m a butterfly not a moth I fly like bird up towrds the clouds and climb To the top Of the  bean stalk Looking for jack in the box I joke around a lot so do t be fooled by the rocks that I got I got my 💎 diamonds on lock I don’t need to talk at all I sit alone from dusk till dawn with Pretty gems and real stones in my Jewry that so cold 🥶 it’s icy ❄️ Iike nice things I get blinded from high beams and telling me lies I know my truth I dont argue my feelings are mine and real too realize this is my real life and when shit don’t feel right the momentum has passed and nevertheless  in god we trust and my money turning up . Look up at god and thank god for my blessing. Never argues with the Lord or question his intent. A prodigy is a event I’m special and so is the world I live in I put the comands in common sense you don’t memorize but already kno sit back watch me a commercial from the heaven and god 

 Look at me follow me I will lead you to I believe In you if you want to survive I will hold your hand and hold band  

 In god we trust rising up high to the top of the eye 👁 

I stand alone with no one around because No comparison to who I am 

I’m original,cool ,sensitive and humble no matter where I go my mindset stays the same 

Change is not change it’s different day 

Bed 🛌 s head culture class cult classic poet Versace gold and Vegas Robe 👘

 

It’s fine it’s safe .  That’s is a reply . It’s a answer to my concerns?? 
regardless I feel like I’m the collection agency  for student loans  and  I’m happy you decided to go back to being Gay. Your heterosexual days are behind you now .  I’m not saying oh Im so sexy and hot that you’d have to be gay to not want to fuck with this lady.. me !    No no no . I mean Gay as in the butthole toys are used for 1 thing only That Is to be butt raping yourself and that’s why you gave me your masterbation toys . Because your trying to stop butt raping yourself? or someone else maybe? 

   I do love presents too and thank you . So nice of you for real 😉. 
 The other excuse for you is you have a  partner or spouse and you guys religiously have lots of sex and that’s all you have no time reply to a text ever . Well  because you work ,sleep , eat , sex and super busy being cool guy ? 

So I need to understand  it’s not me you just don’t got the time .. 
The mystery of what superasshole  you could be is what keeps me intrigue and longing to learn more about you  Because t I’ll never know.. So I can’t stop being a psycho path  . I think you don’t receive the text so I send a email. 

Because A no reply is a passive aggressive message  that says I’m too good for you to reply too and so fuckyou  because you not cool !