Make like a tree and cut 5000midgets

 Look man you seem really nice I will consider being your friend but I don’t have the kind of life style that would let me have anything like a boyfriend.  I just don’t want one I don’t want to get married ever and I like me for who I am i won’t change for no man .  I smoke weed ,i party and I’m on probation I no longer trap So I’m thinking I could be a professional escort or porn star . Because that is career that I could do that don’t involve trapping and going to jail . Maybe when become a porn star my expired DJ career will take off because I am a cosmetologist have been for 16 years and can’t be successful in cosmetology every time I renew it some one steels my license just hella haters in this world that dont want me to suceed in the beauty industry . I got a fucked rep as jailbird and missing my shift and I’m not good and cutting hair anyway so fuck anyone thinks I’m not good enough to cut there hair . I’m a single mom and my son is 13 and I’m worried about how to make my car payment and insurance bill next month . Im glad he in not going to real schoolhouse  for Highschool I don’t have get him back to school clothes this year and the kids are bad I get to keep him away from the bad influences and I been out of work too long and running out of money .  No unemployment the EDD shit broken I got nothing from this covid . I do t even get to vote is what I was told a gaurd.  I’m pretty much busy with second chance that’s program for addicts that I am forced to go to through court . I went jail 3 times last year I may have to go back to live in program  I cant handle my stress like people that have addiction are stressed like me out already . and threatening to send them to jail  then rehab and neglecting responsibilities like taking care of my kid. His dad has never been in our lives i a real single mom like with no dady at all and when I get put in jail and rehab my son thinks I’m never coming back and he is too mature mentally for his age . He is a  really good kid deserves a good up bringing . Like I’m a privet person I dont have any friends I’m a Muslim woman and my son had my last name. I have two weeks to clean up my act Or I’m going back to rehab . If I had man I care about and end up in the nut house